I wish I could sing.
I want to sing Bright Eyes songs as loudly and with as much passion as I feel when I listen to them.
I want to get all of their lyrics tattooed on my body until they sink in and I feel them every second.
Specifically, Poison Oak. This song makes me feel things I can’t begin to explain. A mix of elation and loneliness and hope and good and bad and everything.
Ugh I want to cry and laugh and run around in circles and kiss someone as hard as I can.
I’m a fucking mook.
I’m confused so I want chocolate.
Lots and lots of chocolate.
So much chocolate that I never eat again.